Another one of those nights.
Saturday, June 28, 2014 @ 10:34 AM with
Ugh, today was one of those times where I just broke down after not doing so for weeks. Maybe even a month. Probably not a month. It's just. idk la ok. I need to stop making excuses for myself, I need to stop overthinking, I need to stop procrastinating.
I don't know.
I'm going to do one of those personality quiz things that I find on facebook just so I can clear my head. Before I go to sleep and do work for the rest of tomorrow.
QUIZ STARTS HERE
We all know your name. We all know your birthday
what color your eyes are, what your favorite food is.
I’m not going to ask those dumb questions.
Instead…
1. Any names your parents were thinking about that you would prefer?
They were going to call me Mariah, and no. I don't like that name. I do like a lot of names, but nothing that I would call myself.
2. If you had to pick one outfit that you currently own to wear for the rest of your life, what would it consist of?
Mm...probably the owl tshirt from cotton on, and a pair of comfortable shorts. yeah.
3. What do you think is going to happen to you after you die?
Heaven.
4. What TV show have you seen every episode of?
Errrr. Before this is would have been Mentalist, but I haven't watched the new season yet, so...probably the closest thing would be spongebob. Lol.
5. What movie can you quote every line to?
Probably High School Musical. LOL.
6. What bands would you like to see in concert?
Mmm. Hillsong? haha. Or The Script.
7. If you had the money to retire anywhere in the world, where would you go?
New Zealand
8. Is there a piece of jewelry or something similar that if you lost, you would feel naked?
My Teehee Band
9. What is one thing [appearance-wise or other] you would change about yourself?
I am insecure about my legs.
10. One thing you would change about your best friend?
Why would you want to change things about your best friend?
11. Everyone remembers their first birthday party that involved friends. Describe yours.
It was ok. It was when I was P1? So. It wasn't too fun which is why I don't organize big birthday parties anymore.
12. What do you think is the perfect age and why?
I think the perfect age is the age where you found yourself to be the happiest.
13. Name one (and only ONE) person that you feel most comfortable around; no awkward silences?
God.
14. How long have you known the person you named in the previous question?
Hmmmm. Grew Up knowing about him, knew him personally probably starting of Poly.
15. Which 2 members of your family has the biggest influence on your life?
Parents.
16. If you won a $1,000 shopping spree to one store, what store would you want it to be?
We don't have Target in Singapore but I would want like. Giant? haha. $1000 can buy me a lot of food. (Y)
17. Which is your favorite comic book movie?
X-Men
18. What do you think this phrase means: “I am drearily bloodletting this bedwetting cosmonaut”?
Too lazy to try and understand this.
19. If you could go back in time and relieve one memory – relieve it, not change it – what memory would it be?
I think it would be that day that I was walking and bought a strawberry cheesecake cookie from Subway and I just felt that life was so good and I felt this immense euphoria.
20. How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike?
I can't remember. Probably primary school.
21. Who taught you?
Daddy.
22. When you go to the movies, do you like to get candy or popcorn?
Popcorn. The sweet one. Does that mean it's candy...
23. If you had to choose any girl in your life to date right now, who would it be and why?
Errrrr. I have a lot of girl-crushes it's crazy but I'm straight so not dating in a relationship sense, but I would love to go and chill with Bethany Mota.
24. Describe the first real party you ever went to.
None.
25. If you’ve never been to one, explain why not.
People who throw parties do not want to make friends with me. lol.
26. Do you have one friend, or a group of friends, who stand out among all the others, that’s always there for you?
Yes.
27. If so, who is it?
The 5 people as mentioned in the post waaay back.
28. If not, do you prefer having just a group of good friends, or would you like to have one best friend?
But it's so...so....
29. Do you prefer the sound of electric, acoustic, or steel guitar?
Acoustic.
30. Have you ever read the Bible – even just a little part of it?
Yes.
31. Have you ever read the Quran?
I read some stuff from it out of curiosity but I don't really remember.
32. What was the best pet you’ve ever had?
I love all of them. But Chubby will have a special place in my heart.
33. Out of all the states you’ve visited/lived in, which is your favorite?
Queensland, but I love home the best.
34. Do you enjoy jigsaw puzzles?
Yes.
35. If you were allowed one murder without punishment, would you do it?
Nah.
36. Where do you keep your wallet when you’re out and about?
In my bag....? That's why you bring bags right? But my wallet has no money. So..no point stealing it la. Lol.
37. Have you ever seen a ghost?
No and I hope I never do.
38. How about seen things happen that you think was a ghost?
No and I hope I never do.
39. Did you have Beanie Babies as a kid?
I had ONE. But idk where it went.
40. Did you have tag protectors for their tags, or did you just rip the tags off?
I probably tore it off.
41. Do you prefer stripes or polka dots?
Stripes.
42. What’s the best Christmas present you ever received?
the ones from the heart.
43. Which of your birthdays was the most memorable?
Mmm. Most probably my 16th...
44. Name one song you can play on an instrument – any instrument.
Nothing - The Script. ahahaha. See what I did there.
45. Who taught you to play that song?
Ultimateguitar.com and Google.
46. Out of all the teachers you’ve had, who had the biggest influence on you?
Isabel
47. Have you ever ridden on a motorcycle?
Yes, for like 1 Min.
48. How about a moped?
Nope.
49. When you were little, what was your favorite Disney movie?
Mulan? Lion King? I liked them all I cannot choose.
50. What’s your favorite Disney movie now?
Tangled. Sorry Frozen.
51. What’s the best gift you’ve ever received from a friend of the opposite sex or a significant other?
His heart. LOL. Idk I like all gifts from the heart la ok stop asking this fave gift question.
52. What’s your favorite kind of chips?
Kettle. Kettle Soy Chicken Sauce Kettle Chips. I would eat them everyday if they weren't so crazy expensive (and unhealthy).
53. Do you have any famous family memebers?
I am the famous family member. lol. No.
54. Did you ever beg your parents for a pony?
Yeah. I probably did. I think I wanted to name it Twilight.
55. Would you rather be blind or deaf?
I'd rather be normal...But. I guess deaf, because I am very visual and I need to see or else I will definitely fall into depression.
56. Is there someone you’ve been enemies with since you were little, and it’s never changed despite growing up and becoming more mature?
I've lost contact with him so.
57. What laundry soap do you think smells the best?
The blue one. ahahaha look at me showing that I do the housework.
58. Do you prefer Spongebob or Patrick?
Spongebob. He knows the secret formula.
59. If you’re currently dating someone, would you be ready to elope with them right now if they asked?
No Money.
60. If you’re not dating someone, can you think of one person that you would elope with right now if they asked?
No Money.
61. What’s the stupidest TV show on the air right now?
It has and always will be Cow and Chicken.
62. Have you ever written a song or a poem?
I attempted to. But yes.
63. If you have, have you ever written a song or a poem for someone?
Yes.
64. Last but not least, type some funny or inspiring lyrics that you can think of now as a closing:
ok byeeeeeee~.(You better have sung that)
Ok. Yeah. It's 123am. I'm going to cuddle Max and then sleep. Because I don't think I can do any work tonight.
This week has been ridiculously crazy and stressful but these people just made it amazing and memorable. I dislike it when we go for camps/events and declare our forever love and friendship with the people in it and then watch it fade away after a month or so. But I'm hoping this is going to be different because you guys are a wonderful beautiful bunch of people who I wish to keep in my life.
I miss my weekends this week though. But I know this is all going to be over soon.
xx,
TMI Tag
Thursday, June 19, 2014 @ 2:24 AM with
The font is strange but it's ok.I tag myself because I have no friends to tag me with these things.
TMI TAG 1: What are you wearing?
It's presentation today. So this is me "dressing it up". And it actually interesting to recount. Kind of.
2: Ever been in love?
Why the past tense? (:
3: Ever had a terrible breakup?
I've never had a boyfriend. But I would say I've had a terrible ending of a friendship.
4: How tall are you?
I'm now 170!!! GOD ANSWERS PRAYER. HAHA.
5: How much do you weigh?
I am unashamed to say that I am 60kg. I honesty do not care anymore. Haha.
6: Any tattoos?
I have your name tattooed on my heart. LOL. Nah. Don't have. Although if I ever got one, it'll be a watercolour owl.
7: Any piercings?
Only on the ears. I want an extra 2 though.
8: OTP?
ZANESSA. FOREVER. AND. ALWAYS.
9: Favorite show?
The mentalist.
10: Favorite bands?
None in particular. But I do have a large amount of "the script" and "boys like girls" and "the wanted".
11: Something you miss?
The weather that I got in NZ and Australia.
12: Favorite song?
Fix you - Coldplay
13: How old are you?
Nineteen. Mentally six.
14: Zodiac sign?
Capricon. But I feel that I'm more Aquarius.
15: Quality you look for in a partner?
Answered that before. I think it was "10 day challange: day 3." But 1 physical quality would be that he's taller than me. And a non-physical quality would be that he has to be patient.
16: Favorite Quote?
I have too many. Seriously. A lot of my favourite quotes are from Mentalist, CS Lewis, John Green, Disney and of course the bible. Some I love so much I want them tattooed all over me but. Idk. I'm just gonna find 5 random ones.
17: Favorite actor?
Theo James, purely for the reason that he is hot.
18: Favorite color?
Red.
19: Loud music or soft?
Loud enough for you to appreciate it.
20: Where do you go when you’re sad?
To my happy place. Lol. Idk. I just play guitar or cry it out or talk to people who make me happy. It all depends.
21: How long does it take you to shower?
15mins maximum.
22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
I'll take whatever time I have. Haha. But I can usually do it in 10mins.
23: Ever been in a physical fight?
Not exactly?
24: Turn on?
Dimples. Hahahaha. I really like dimples.
25: Turn off?
Swearing and smoking.
26: The reason I joined Youtube?
To watch Ryan Higa videos. Teehee.
27: Fears?
Being replaced.
28: Last thing that made you cry?
It was a really sweet note. Hahaha. Actually aiya. I always cry at sweet stuff haha. But it's a good thing.
29: Last time you said you loved someone?
Yesterday.
30: Meaning behind your YouTube Name?
Because ilovecheesecakee ? It's double e because it was that phase. Okie.
31: Last book you read?
Divergent. Actually no. I read Insurgent.
32: The book you’re currently reading?
Bible? HAHAHAHA.
33: Last show you watched?
Fairly Odd Parents. Hahas.
34: Last person you talked to?
Shawn Ng
35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
Fishy ϵ( 'Θ' )϶ (geddit)(ahahahahaha)
36: Favorite food?
Cheesecake!!!
37: Place you want to visit?
Japan and US.
38: Last place you were?
I was at home in my bed until school had to happen.
39: Do you have a crush?
Girl Crushes. An unhealthy amount of them. Haha.
40: Last time you kissed someone?
I kissed Max. :3
41: Last time you were insulted?
Probably by Shawn because what is new.
42: Favorite flavor of sweet?
Strawberry.
43: What instruments do you play?
Electone and Guitar.
44: Favorite piece of jewelery?
Owl. Always owl.
45: Last sport you played?
Oh God. That was centuries ago. I'm not even kidding.
46: Last song you sang?
"If I lose myself tonight". That song has been in my head for days. Haha.
47: Favorite chat up line?
OMG I HAVE A NEW FAVE ONE.
"Eh help me hold something. "
*shoves hand into yours*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. SO BRILLIANT.
48: Have you ever used it?
DUH. I SHARED IT WITH THE WHOLE WORLD HAHAHAHA.
49: Last time you hung out with anyone?
I'm gonna meet up with a whole lot of people this week. Which I am super happy about.
50: Who should answer these questions next?
If you read this. And Leanna. Always Leanna.
Interim 2 is now over. I have 3 more weeks of this until SIP and. Yeah. It's a mix of excitement and nervousness but yeah.
Right now I'm just hungry. Lol.
xx,
Threethirtyoneam
Tuesday, June 3, 2014 @ 12:37 PM with

I am still awake and I don't know why.
It was such a long day today.
I'm mentally exhausted. I'm at the point where I'm not too sure what's going to happen next.
There's a saying that if something is too good to be true, it probably isn't.
Well. I should have known that the fact my project got so many "ok"s and "carry on"s, I should have foreseen this coming.
Sigh. Idk. As much as everyone else got shot, I'm not really concerned about that because well. I'm suppose to be worrying about myself. ._.
I need sleep.
I really do.
Not exactly sleep, I get lots of that.
I need rest.
Sigh.
For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit, because anyone who serves Christ in this way is pleasing to God and receives human approval. (Romans 14:17, 18 NIV)
Righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit.
xx,
More Facts about me that you didn't ask for.
Monday, May 26, 2014 @ 11:42 AM with
LEANNY DID THIS QUIZ THINGY SO I SHALL DO IT TOO YAY
Last Person That
Slept in your bed besides you? No one sleeps in my bed except meee.
Saw you cry? Ahahaha. Idk if he saw me cry, but it was on the bus.
You went to the movies with? The cousin.
You went out to dinner with? Probably my parents because dinner time is curfew time. Lol.
You talked on the phone to? Justin
Made you laugh? I laugh at my own jokes because I think I'm funny. Although there was this funny convo going on in the PID whatsapp group about Soph beig pregnant LOL. But anw.
Would You Rather
Pierce your nose or your tongue? neither, don’t really want either piercing but i guess tongue over nose
Be serious or be funny? Depending on the situation but I guess funny.
Drink whole or skimmed milk? whole
Die in a fire or drowning? drowning
Spend time with your parents or enemies? Parents.
Are You?
Simple or complicated? complexed-simplicity LOL. No but seriously. I'm complicated yet an open book. I'm too lazy to explain.
Straight, gay or bisexual? straight. Although I have a ridiculous amount of girl crushes. Lol.
Tall or short? Tall. I'm pretty tall.
Right handed or left handed? right
A lover of music or a lover of books? Food. (Maybe music)
Do You Prefer
Flowers or sweets? sweets
Grey or black? black
Color photos or black and white? Ummmmmm. Colour.
M&Ms or Skittles? M&M's!
Staying up late or waking up early? up late
Sun or moon? Sun (lol. Ironic)
Winter or Autumn? I'm pretty sure I would like winter.
10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 2 best friends.
Rainy or sunny? rain (OMG look at me my answers seem bipolar)
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? CHOCOLATE
Vodka or Jack? neither. Give me milk tea.
About You
What time is it? 1:17am
Name? Carissa
Nicknames? Caris, cariesay, twit, walnut , the super loud, crazy and hyper person..and other stuff. (:
When is your birthday? 17 Jan
What do you want? Things to work out.
How many kids do you want? I don't like this question. I don't know.
Want to get married? Yes.
What kind of music do you like? Mm. Songs which have nice meanings and nice tunes. E.g: fix you-Coldplay. (I will never get tired of that song)
Unique
Nervous habits? I can't think of any at the moment.
Are you double-jointed? No
Can you roll your tongue? Nope
Can you raise one eyebrow? Nope
Can you cross your eyes? Yupp
(Why is this under unique though)
Random
Which shoe goes on first? Left
Ever thrown something at someone? Myself. >:3 HAHAHA. NO NOT MYSELF. yes. I have thrown things. Purposely or by accident is another question.
On average, $2 because I am peasant.
What jewelry do you wear? Mmm. Mostly my earrings and bracelets.
Do you twirl or cut spaghetti? twirl la. LOL.
Have you ever eaten Spam? YEASH.
Favorite ice cream? (The kind with good company. Haha) Cheesecakeeeee!!
How many kinds of cereal are in your cupboard? I don't keep cereal in my cupboard LOL.
Can you cook? I suppose so. (:
Last
Alcoholic beverage? Pear Cider.
Car ride? My daddy's car
Song played? Um. As in. Me playing it? An electone piece. But if you're talking about like. Listening. Then. Mmmmm. I think it was. Some pentatonix cover probably.
Person you saw? my mummy
Time you cried? Yesterday. Ok. Teared. Not like. Bawling ok. It was embarrassing.
Fight? Probably with my mum. Or brother. Over small strange things I guess.
This weekend was a really good weekend, I'm very blessed. (:
xx,
Year Three...what?
Wednesday, April 23, 2014 @ 4:51 AM with
I never thought that id make it here honestly. I thought that halfway through my lecturers would advice me to quit, or I would quit, or my results will be too horrible and the school will just kick me out.
But yet, here I am, I'm actually in year 3 guys. Omgosh.
It's a really crazy thought with so many things coming up this year, and I'm just praying that everything goes smoothly.
Indeed I always need to remind myself that I got here and stayed here purely by God's grace.
And I think that's reassurance in itself. That if God put me here, he's going to continue to give me whatever I need to stay here.
On another note, I think the reason why I wanted to come here was to post pictures of camp...HAHA.
Well. Of me. During camp. :b
Because I've been posting SO MANY pictures of camp on Instagram I think it's pissing ppl off sooooo. Haha.
Day 0 of Camp Hydro, with the crazy people who I spent 6 months with.
With the forever glamorous Cat.
Oh. Don't mind me and my current obsession with hammerhead sharks. Haha.
Oh. And also, my other "empire" the Cheerleaders. (:
Working with them has been absolutely amazing. They are so fun and open and creative and. Ahhh. (:
With my other Cheercounterpart, Dommyyyy.
And last but not least, the people who I joined camp to meet, my freshies! (:
On the JAZO school bussssss.
OTW back from bath time with my JAZO Chiobus. (:
TP DESIGN WE AINT GOT NO ALIBI.
Although this year, we didn't win best spirited trophy, I think that it doesn't mean that the design spirit died. Although this year, I must say ASC was very bonded and everything, but I was upset about how they won best cheer. I honestly believe that should have gone to us. What is a good cheer? Does it just have a to sound good? Isn't it about the lyrics, the words, the meaning? How can best spirited schools insult others? In design you can never find cheers that insult other schools.
The closest?
Dragon boat dragon boat
Sampan sampan
Or
Under the seaaa
Under the seaaaa
Our boat is better
Your boat is going
Under the seaaaaaaa.
Lol. That's honestly the ONLY ones I can think of. Plus. It's a huge joke. Haha. Because design like. Never wins dragon boat. xD
And we're ok with that! Because it shows even though we're forever losing, we don't give up cheering for our school. We're proud of design, winners or losers.
So we cheer.
And at least we don't have direct attacks on schools and generalizing it. How can things like that be ignored when mutual respect is the very basis of a good cheer and of school spirit?
Ok. Sorry I look SOOOOOOOO freaking chui in these 3 photos, because it was on last day of camp, a very emotional day plus I was down with a fever. But still, I would like to thank these 3 amazing people, my FA JunJie and my two GLs, Winter and Joycelyn. I think they are amazing people who inspired me to become a GL too. I saw them and I was like. "Omgosh I want to take care of freshies too. I want to have that kind of bond that they have. I want to be part of this committee which is design orientation camp.
Although they are all graduated as of this year, but I'm so so thankful I got to meet them during my year as a freshie, and my only wish is that I will become an inspiring GL to my freshies just as they were to me.
Design Spirit, it never dies. (:
(media you are amazing.)
Here's to Year 3.
xx,
Another one of those nights.
Saturday, June 28, 2014 @ 10:34 AM with
Ugh, today was one of those times where I just broke down after not doing so for weeks. Maybe even a month. Probably not a month. It's just. idk la ok. I need to stop making excuses for myself, I need to stop overthinking, I need to stop procrastinating.
I don't know.
I'm going to do one of those personality quiz things that I find on facebook just so I can clear my head. Before I go to sleep and do work for the rest of tomorrow.
QUIZ STARTS HERE
We all know your name. We all know your birthday
what color your eyes are, what your favorite food is.
I’m not going to ask those dumb questions.
Instead…
1. Any names your parents were thinking about that you would prefer?
They were going to call me Mariah, and no. I don't like that name. I do like a lot of names, but nothing that I would call myself.
2. If you had to pick one outfit that you currently own to wear for the rest of your life, what would it consist of?
Mm...probably the owl tshirt from cotton on, and a pair of comfortable shorts. yeah.
3. What do you think is going to happen to you after you die?
Heaven.
4. What TV show have you seen every episode of?
Errrr. Before this is would have been Mentalist, but I haven't watched the new season yet, so...probably the closest thing would be spongebob. Lol.
5. What movie can you quote every line to?
Probably High School Musical. LOL.
6. What bands would you like to see in concert?
Mmm. Hillsong? haha. Or The Script.
7. If you had the money to retire anywhere in the world, where would you go?
New Zealand
8. Is there a piece of jewelry or something similar that if you lost, you would feel naked?
My Teehee Band
9. What is one thing [appearance-wise or other] you would change about yourself?
I am insecure about my legs.
10. One thing you would change about your best friend?
Why would you want to change things about your best friend?
11. Everyone remembers their first birthday party that involved friends. Describe yours.
It was ok. It was when I was P1? So. It wasn't too fun which is why I don't organize big birthday parties anymore.
12. What do you think is the perfect age and why?
I think the perfect age is the age where you found yourself to be the happiest.
13. Name one (and only ONE) person that you feel most comfortable around; no awkward silences?
God.
14. How long have you known the person you named in the previous question?
Hmmmm. Grew Up knowing about him, knew him personally probably starting of Poly.
15. Which 2 members of your family has the biggest influence on your life?
Parents.
16. If you won a $1,000 shopping spree to one store, what store would you want it to be?
We don't have Target in Singapore but I would want like. Giant? haha. $1000 can buy me a lot of food. (Y)
17. Which is your favorite comic book movie?
X-Men
18. What do you think this phrase means: “I am drearily bloodletting this bedwetting cosmonaut”?
Too lazy to try and understand this.
19. If you could go back in time and relieve one memory – relieve it, not change it – what memory would it be?
I think it would be that day that I was walking and bought a strawberry cheesecake cookie from Subway and I just felt that life was so good and I felt this immense euphoria.
20. How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike?
I can't remember. Probably primary school.
21. Who taught you?
Daddy.
22. When you go to the movies, do you like to get candy or popcorn?
Popcorn. The sweet one. Does that mean it's candy...
23. If you had to choose any girl in your life to date right now, who would it be and why?
Errrrr. I have a lot of girl-crushes it's crazy but I'm straight so not dating in a relationship sense, but I would love to go and chill with Bethany Mota.
24. Describe the first real party you ever went to.
None.
25. If you’ve never been to one, explain why not.
People who throw parties do not want to make friends with me. lol.
26. Do you have one friend, or a group of friends, who stand out among all the others, that’s always there for you?
Yes.
27. If so, who is it?
The 5 people as mentioned in the post waaay back.
28. If not, do you prefer having just a group of good friends, or would you like to have one best friend?
But it's so...so....
29. Do you prefer the sound of electric, acoustic, or steel guitar?
Acoustic.
30. Have you ever read the Bible – even just a little part of it?
Yes.
31. Have you ever read the Quran?
I read some stuff from it out of curiosity but I don't really remember.
32. What was the best pet you’ve ever had?
I love all of them. But Chubby will have a special place in my heart.
33. Out of all the states you’ve visited/lived in, which is your favorite?
Queensland, but I love home the best.
34. Do you enjoy jigsaw puzzles?
Yes.
35. If you were allowed one murder without punishment, would you do it?
Nah.
36. Where do you keep your wallet when you’re out and about?
In my bag....? That's why you bring bags right? But my wallet has no money. So..no point stealing it la. Lol.
37. Have you ever seen a ghost?
No and I hope I never do.
38. How about seen things happen that you think was a ghost?
No and I hope I never do.
39. Did you have Beanie Babies as a kid?
I had ONE. But idk where it went.
40. Did you have tag protectors for their tags, or did you just rip the tags off?
I probably tore it off.
41. Do you prefer stripes or polka dots?
Stripes.
42. What’s the best Christmas present you ever received?
the ones from the heart.
43. Which of your birthdays was the most memorable?
Mmm. Most probably my 16th...
44. Name one song you can play on an instrument – any instrument.
Nothing - The Script. ahahaha. See what I did there.
45. Who taught you to play that song?
Ultimateguitar.com and Google.
46. Out of all the teachers you’ve had, who had the biggest influence on you?
Isabel
47. Have you ever ridden on a motorcycle?
Yes, for like 1 Min.
48. How about a moped?
Nope.
49. When you were little, what was your favorite Disney movie?
Mulan? Lion King? I liked them all I cannot choose.
50. What’s your favorite Disney movie now?
Tangled. Sorry Frozen.
51. What’s the best gift you’ve ever received from a friend of the opposite sex or a significant other?
His heart. LOL. Idk I like all gifts from the heart la ok stop asking this fave gift question.
52. What’s your favorite kind of chips?
Kettle. Kettle Soy Chicken Sauce Kettle Chips. I would eat them everyday if they weren't so crazy expensive (and unhealthy).
53. Do you have any famous family memebers?
I am the famous family member. lol. No.
54. Did you ever beg your parents for a pony?
Yeah. I probably did. I think I wanted to name it Twilight.
55. Would you rather be blind or deaf?
I'd rather be normal...But. I guess deaf, because I am very visual and I need to see or else I will definitely fall into depression.
56. Is there someone you’ve been enemies with since you were little, and it’s never changed despite growing up and becoming more mature?
I've lost contact with him so.
57. What laundry soap do you think smells the best?
The blue one. ahahaha look at me showing that I do the housework.
58. Do you prefer Spongebob or Patrick?
Spongebob. He knows the secret formula.
59. If you’re currently dating someone, would you be ready to elope with them right now if they asked?
No Money.
60. If you’re not dating someone, can you think of one person that you would elope with right now if they asked?
No Money.
61. What’s the stupidest TV show on the air right now?
It has and always will be Cow and Chicken.
62. Have you ever written a song or a poem?
I attempted to. But yes.
63. If you have, have you ever written a song or a poem for someone?
Yes.
64. Last but not least, type some funny or inspiring lyrics that you can think of now as a closing:
ok byeeeeeee~.(You better have sung that)
Ok. Yeah. It's 123am. I'm going to cuddle Max and then sleep. Because I don't think I can do any work tonight.
This week has been ridiculously crazy and stressful but these people just made it amazing and memorable. I dislike it when we go for camps/events and declare our forever love and friendship with the people in it and then watch it fade away after a month or so. But I'm hoping this is going to be different because you guys are a wonderful beautiful bunch of people who I wish to keep in my life.
I miss my weekends this week though. But I know this is all going to be over soon.
xx,
TMI Tag
Thursday, June 19, 2014 @ 2:24 AM with
The font is strange but it's ok.I tag myself because I have no friends to tag me with these things.
TMI TAG 1: What are you wearing?
It's presentation today. So this is me "dressing it up". And it actually interesting to recount. Kind of.
2: Ever been in love?
Why the past tense? (:
3: Ever had a terrible breakup?
I've never had a boyfriend. But I would say I've had a terrible ending of a friendship.
4: How tall are you?
I'm now 170!!! GOD ANSWERS PRAYER. HAHA.
5: How much do you weigh?
I am unashamed to say that I am 60kg. I honesty do not care anymore. Haha.
6: Any tattoos?
I have your name tattooed on my heart. LOL. Nah. Don't have. Although if I ever got one, it'll be a watercolour owl.
7: Any piercings?
Only on the ears. I want an extra 2 though.
8: OTP?
ZANESSA. FOREVER. AND. ALWAYS.
9: Favorite show?
The mentalist.
10: Favorite bands?
None in particular. But I do have a large amount of "the script" and "boys like girls" and "the wanted".
11: Something you miss?
The weather that I got in NZ and Australia.
12: Favorite song?
Fix you - Coldplay
13: How old are you?
Nineteen. Mentally six.
14: Zodiac sign?
Capricon. But I feel that I'm more Aquarius.
15: Quality you look for in a partner?
Answered that before. I think it was "10 day challange: day 3." But 1 physical quality would be that he's taller than me. And a non-physical quality would be that he has to be patient.
16: Favorite Quote?
I have too many. Seriously. A lot of my favourite quotes are from Mentalist, CS Lewis, John Green, Disney and of course the bible. Some I love so much I want them tattooed all over me but. Idk. I'm just gonna find 5 random ones.
17: Favorite actor?
Theo James, purely for the reason that he is hot.
18: Favorite color?
Red.
19: Loud music or soft?
Loud enough for you to appreciate it.
20: Where do you go when you’re sad?
To my happy place. Lol. Idk. I just play guitar or cry it out or talk to people who make me happy. It all depends.
21: How long does it take you to shower?
15mins maximum.
22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
I'll take whatever time I have. Haha. But I can usually do it in 10mins.
23: Ever been in a physical fight?
Not exactly?
24: Turn on?
Dimples. Hahahaha. I really like dimples.
25: Turn off?
Swearing and smoking.
26: The reason I joined Youtube?
To watch Ryan Higa videos. Teehee.
27: Fears?
Being replaced.
28: Last thing that made you cry?
It was a really sweet note. Hahaha. Actually aiya. I always cry at sweet stuff haha. But it's a good thing.
29: Last time you said you loved someone?
Yesterday.
30: Meaning behind your YouTube Name?
Because ilovecheesecakee ? It's double e because it was that phase. Okie.
31: Last book you read?
Divergent. Actually no. I read Insurgent.
32: The book you’re currently reading?
Bible? HAHAHAHA.
33: Last show you watched?
Fairly Odd Parents. Hahas.
34: Last person you talked to?
Shawn Ng
35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
Fishy ϵ( 'Θ' )϶ (geddit)(ahahahahaha)
36: Favorite food?
Cheesecake!!!
37: Place you want to visit?
Japan and US.
38: Last place you were?
I was at home in my bed until school had to happen.
39: Do you have a crush?
Girl Crushes. An unhealthy amount of them. Haha.
40: Last time you kissed someone?
I kissed Max. :3
41: Last time you were insulted?
Probably by Shawn because what is new.
42: Favorite flavor of sweet?
Strawberry.
43: What instruments do you play?
Electone and Guitar.
44: Favorite piece of jewelery?
Owl. Always owl.
45: Last sport you played?
Oh God. That was centuries ago. I'm not even kidding.
46: Last song you sang?
"If I lose myself tonight". That song has been in my head for days. Haha.
47: Favorite chat up line?
OMG I HAVE A NEW FAVE ONE.
"Eh help me hold something. "
*shoves hand into yours*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. SO BRILLIANT.
48: Have you ever used it?
DUH. I SHARED IT WITH THE WHOLE WORLD HAHAHAHA.
49: Last time you hung out with anyone?
I'm gonna meet up with a whole lot of people this week. Which I am super happy about.
50: Who should answer these questions next?
If you read this. And Leanna. Always Leanna.
Interim 2 is now over. I have 3 more weeks of this until SIP and. Yeah. It's a mix of excitement and nervousness but yeah.
Right now I'm just hungry. Lol.
xx,
Threethirtyoneam
Tuesday, June 3, 2014 @ 12:37 PM with

I am still awake and I don't know why.
It was such a long day today.
I'm mentally exhausted. I'm at the point where I'm not too sure what's going to happen next.
There's a saying that if something is too good to be true, it probably isn't.
Well. I should have known that the fact my project got so many "ok"s and "carry on"s, I should have foreseen this coming.
Sigh. Idk. As much as everyone else got shot, I'm not really concerned about that because well. I'm suppose to be worrying about myself. ._.
I need sleep.
I really do.
Not exactly sleep, I get lots of that.
I need rest.
Sigh.
For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit, because anyone who serves Christ in this way is pleasing to God and receives human approval. (Romans 14:17, 18 NIV)
Righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit.
xx,
More Facts about me that you didn't ask for.
Monday, May 26, 2014 @ 11:42 AM with
LEANNY DID THIS QUIZ THINGY SO I SHALL DO IT TOO YAY
Last Person That
Slept in your bed besides you? No one sleeps in my bed except meee.
Saw you cry? Ahahaha. Idk if he saw me cry, but it was on the bus.
You went to the movies with? The cousin.
You went out to dinner with? Probably my parents because dinner time is curfew time. Lol.
You talked on the phone to? Justin
Made you laugh? I laugh at my own jokes because I think I'm funny. Although there was this funny convo going on in the PID whatsapp group about Soph beig pregnant LOL. But anw.
Would You Rather
Pierce your nose or your tongue? neither, don’t really want either piercing but i guess tongue over nose
Be serious or be funny? Depending on the situation but I guess funny.
Drink whole or skimmed milk? whole
Die in a fire or drowning? drowning
Spend time with your parents or enemies? Parents.
Are You?
Simple or complicated? complexed-simplicity LOL. No but seriously. I'm complicated yet an open book. I'm too lazy to explain.
Straight, gay or bisexual? straight. Although I have a ridiculous amount of girl crushes. Lol.
Tall or short? Tall. I'm pretty tall.
Right handed or left handed? right
A lover of music or a lover of books? Food. (Maybe music)
Do You Prefer
Flowers or sweets? sweets
Grey or black? black
Color photos or black and white? Ummmmmm. Colour.
M&Ms or Skittles? M&M's!
Staying up late or waking up early? up late
Sun or moon? Sun (lol. Ironic)
Winter or Autumn? I'm pretty sure I would like winter.
10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 2 best friends.
Rainy or sunny? rain (OMG look at me my answers seem bipolar)
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? CHOCOLATE
Vodka or Jack? neither. Give me milk tea.
About You
What time is it? 1:17am
Name? Carissa
Nicknames? Caris, cariesay, twit, walnut , the super loud, crazy and hyper person..and other stuff. (:
When is your birthday? 17 Jan
What do you want? Things to work out.
How many kids do you want? I don't like this question. I don't know.
Want to get married? Yes.
What kind of music do you like? Mm. Songs which have nice meanings and nice tunes. E.g: fix you-Coldplay. (I will never get tired of that song)
Unique
Nervous habits? I can't think of any at the moment.
Are you double-jointed? No
Can you roll your tongue? Nope
Can you raise one eyebrow? Nope
Can you cross your eyes? Yupp
(Why is this under unique though)
Random
Which shoe goes on first? Left
Ever thrown something at someone? Myself. >:3 HAHAHA. NO NOT MYSELF. yes. I have thrown things. Purposely or by accident is another question.
On average, $2 because I am peasant.
What jewelry do you wear? Mmm. Mostly my earrings and bracelets.
Do you twirl or cut spaghetti? twirl la. LOL.
Have you ever eaten Spam? YEASH.
Favorite ice cream? (The kind with good company. Haha) Cheesecakeeeee!!
How many kinds of cereal are in your cupboard? I don't keep cereal in my cupboard LOL.
Can you cook? I suppose so. (:
Last
Alcoholic beverage? Pear Cider.
Car ride? My daddy's car
Song played? Um. As in. Me playing it? An electone piece. But if you're talking about like. Listening. Then. Mmmmm. I think it was. Some pentatonix cover probably.
Person you saw? my mummy
Time you cried? Yesterday. Ok. Teared. Not like. Bawling ok. It was embarrassing.
Fight? Probably with my mum. Or brother. Over small strange things I guess.
This weekend was a really good weekend, I'm very blessed. (:
xx,
Year Three...what?
Wednesday, April 23, 2014 @ 4:51 AM with
I never thought that id make it here honestly. I thought that halfway through my lecturers would advice me to quit, or I would quit, or my results will be too horrible and the school will just kick me out.
But yet, here I am, I'm actually in year 3 guys. Omgosh.
It's a really crazy thought with so many things coming up this year, and I'm just praying that everything goes smoothly.
Indeed I always need to remind myself that I got here and stayed here purely by God's grace.
And I think that's reassurance in itself. That if God put me here, he's going to continue to give me whatever I need to stay here.
On another note, I think the reason why I wanted to come here was to post pictures of camp...HAHA.
Well. Of me. During camp. :b
Because I've been posting SO MANY pictures of camp on Instagram I think it's pissing ppl off sooooo. Haha.
Day 0 of Camp Hydro, with the crazy people who I spent 6 months with.
With the forever glamorous Cat.
Oh. Don't mind me and my current obsession with hammerhead sharks. Haha.
Oh. And also, my other "empire" the Cheerleaders. (:
Working with them has been absolutely amazing. They are so fun and open and creative and. Ahhh. (:
With my other Cheercounterpart, Dommyyyy.
And last but not least, the people who I joined camp to meet, my freshies! (:
On the JAZO school bussssss.
OTW back from bath time with my JAZO Chiobus. (:
TP DESIGN WE AINT GOT NO ALIBI.
Although this year, we didn't win best spirited trophy, I think that it doesn't mean that the design spirit died. Although this year, I must say ASC was very bonded and everything, but I was upset about how they won best cheer. I honestly believe that should have gone to us. What is a good cheer? Does it just have a to sound good? Isn't it about the lyrics, the words, the meaning? How can best spirited schools insult others? In design you can never find cheers that insult other schools.
The closest?
Dragon boat dragon boat
Sampan sampan
Or
Under the seaaa
Under the seaaaa
Our boat is better
Your boat is going
Under the seaaaaaaa.
Lol. That's honestly the ONLY ones I can think of. Plus. It's a huge joke. Haha. Because design like. Never wins dragon boat. xD
And we're ok with that! Because it shows even though we're forever losing, we don't give up cheering for our school. We're proud of design, winners or losers.
So we cheer.
And at least we don't have direct attacks on schools and generalizing it. How can things like that be ignored when mutual respect is the very basis of a good cheer and of school spirit?
Ok. Sorry I look SOOOOOOOO freaking chui in these 3 photos, because it was on last day of camp, a very emotional day plus I was down with a fever. But still, I would like to thank these 3 amazing people, my FA JunJie and my two GLs, Winter and Joycelyn. I think they are amazing people who inspired me to become a GL too. I saw them and I was like. "Omgosh I want to take care of freshies too. I want to have that kind of bond that they have. I want to be part of this committee which is design orientation camp.
Although they are all graduated as of this year, but I'm so so thankful I got to meet them during my year as a freshie, and my only wish is that I will become an inspiring GL to my freshies just as they were to me.
Design Spirit, it never dies. (:
(media you are amazing.)
Here's to Year 3.
xx,
"Who Are You?"
C A R I S S A.
Carissa. (:
God. Family. Friends.
Everything else can wait.
Child Of God
Design Trained. ENFP. Animal Lover. Chocoholic. Higaholic.
Currently pursuing Communications ; Still finding my place in life.
I want to live, not just survive. I aim to keep the faith and finish the race.
I am a
HUGE fan of: Ryan Higa, Disney, Mentalist, Cheesecake, Milktea, Chocolates (especially those with jellies and marshmallows ashfdjkdsah), Clouds, Ice-Cream, Sleeping, Singing & Pretty packaging.
i feel that
maths is as important as
fashion but i have
never done well in either of them.
In ways, i am like you -
i want to be loved.
I'm saving my heart for that someone special, whom I may or may not have met(yet).
And one day,
I will have my happily ever after. ♥
Tell Me More.
My Design Portfolio
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