I'm sorry this took so long, because I actually typed a significantly long one up till number 6, and then the whole thing hanged and I had to redo it all over again.

Day 6/7 of my sugar fast: It's still on. I'm actually really really proud of myself for being able to survive this long, although it's extremely obvious that I get sleepy and tired really easily. Everyone keeps asking me why I seem so sad lately, I blame it on the lack of sugar. I feel a little bipolar sometimes. Like, hyper one moment and completely silent the other. I don't know.

These few days has been one of those days where the skies seem a shade darker than it usually is, but I realise that there is indeed always something to be thankful for. always. And by redoing this challenge, I think that at the end of the whole thing, I found myself more thankful and happier because I realised that, even though I feel alone, I'm really not.

10 Things You Want To Say To 10 People Right Now.

You people are the best class I've ever had in the history of my education so far. Thank you for changing my perception of school and being my motivation to come to school in the mornings. (: I really appreciate each and every single one of you. From all the weirdness and laughter to the late nights we go through together and the projects we have to complete...I've never felt such a thing as a class bond before, but I think, this is how it's suppose to feel like.

6. To the people who made an impact: Whether good or bad, thank you anyways. But I feel like those who have been nice to be always deserve a bigger thank you than the ones who were mean to me. So, yes. To those who stood by my side when I needed it, thank you, I appreciate it more than you can ever imagine. To the nice people on the bus who gave up their seat to me, thank you. To the nice person this morning who helped me to open the door, thank you. To the person who smiled at me when I ordered Koi, thank you. To my Church Friends, Exco Mates, Mind Edge Friends, TAS Friends, thank you for being such an important part of my life and one point or another.

5. To the friends who were: I don't even know if that made any sense what so ever but basically this is going out to those friends who I met in primary, secondary school, the ones made in one day camps, tuition for months, outside activities for years, or even the ones who grew up together with me.
Although we don't keep in contact as much as last time, some who I haven't met for many years, some who I haven't talked to in months, I think that the memories we shared will never be forgotten. I guess, you can't keep all the friends who come into your life forever, and the hard truth is, we're going to lose people in our lives whether we like it or not. But you know what. I think it's ok. Someone once told me that it's like a cycle. You meet as strangers, become friends, sometimes you even share so many special and intimate moments and at that exact moment in time you could have sworn that you would stay friends forever, but then you end up missing meetups, not talking as frequently, slowly drifting, and ending off and strangers again. But that doesn't mean that we don't treasure what we had and the times and moments spent with them, so for that, thank you.

4. To you who is reading this: I don't really know who you are, or if we've met or if we're close or we used to be close, but, I hope that you are doing well today. I know people always say that, but I sincerely hope that you are doing well today. Please remember and know that you are loved and beautiful and that you should keep smiling, like this. (: Life is worth living and you can get through whatever tough things you are facing today.

3. The person who discovered cheesecake: I owe you, you are amazing, God bless you forever and always for discovering this amazing piece of deliciousness. Haha.

2. To the people to whom the words I have to say are too personal to put here: No, I haven't forgotten about you, I just feel that any 'Thank you', 'I'm sorry', 'I love you', 'You're the best thing that has ever happened to me', deserves a little more privacy and more of a personal touch. But yes, this one dedicated to you.

1. The people who I could never live without: Needless to say that this include my family members with our imperfectly perfect relationship. I'm thankful and so very blessed to have a family who love me and I treasure them so so much.
Also the few special people in my life who have gone through so many moments with me. They made me laugh, they heard me cry (sometimes making me cry to with the really sweet things that they say) , they know my past and the things that go through my mind at 3am in the morning, know my weird quirks like the foods I am obsessed with and the ones I refuse to touch. The ones who made me smile at my phone, be it on a one on one chat or as a group, totally ignorant to the people around me staring, to the ones who I can truly be my absolute self - the ones who make my life complete.
I love all of you more than you can ever imagine and I'm just so blessed to have each and every one of you in my life. I think I need not mention names, because the only ones who can fit into this description, are the ones who will know who they are.

xx,

I'm sorry this took so long, because I actually typed a significantly long one up till number 6, and then the whole thing hanged and I had to redo it all over again.

Day 6/7 of my sugar fast: It's still on. I'm actually really really proud of myself for being able to survive this long, although it's extremely obvious that I get sleepy and tired really easily. Everyone keeps asking me why I seem so sad lately, I blame it on the lack of sugar. I feel a little bipolar sometimes. Like, hyper one moment and completely silent the other. I don't know.

These few days has been one of those days where the skies seem a shade darker than it usually is, but I realise that there is indeed always something to be thankful for. always. And by redoing this challenge, I think that at the end of the whole thing, I found myself more thankful and happier because I realised that, even though I feel alone, I'm really not.

10 Things You Want To Say To 10 People Right Now.

You people are the best class I've ever had in the history of my education so far. Thank you for changing my perception of school and being my motivation to come to school in the mornings. (: I really appreciate each and every single one of you. From all the weirdness and laughter to the late nights we go through together and the projects we have to complete...I've never felt such a thing as a class bond before, but I think, this is how it's suppose to feel like.

6. To the people who made an impact: Whether good or bad, thank you anyways. But I feel like those who have been nice to be always deserve a bigger thank you than the ones who were mean to me. So, yes. To those who stood by my side when I needed it, thank you, I appreciate it more than you can ever imagine. To the nice people on the bus who gave up their seat to me, thank you. To the nice person this morning who helped me to open the door, thank you. To the person who smiled at me when I ordered Koi, thank you. To my Church Friends, Exco Mates, Mind Edge Friends, TAS Friends, thank you for being such an important part of my life and one point or another.

5. To the friends who were: I don't even know if that made any sense what so ever but basically this is going out to those friends who I met in primary, secondary school, the ones made in one day camps, tuition for months, outside activities for years, or even the ones who grew up together with me.
Although we don't keep in contact as much as last time, some who I haven't met for many years, some who I haven't talked to in months, I think that the memories we shared will never be forgotten. I guess, you can't keep all the friends who come into your life forever, and the hard truth is, we're going to lose people in our lives whether we like it or not. But you know what. I think it's ok. Someone once told me that it's like a cycle. You meet as strangers, become friends, sometimes you even share so many special and intimate moments and at that exact moment in time you could have sworn that you would stay friends forever, but then you end up missing meetups, not talking as frequently, slowly drifting, and ending off and strangers again. But that doesn't mean that we don't treasure what we had and the times and moments spent with them, so for that, thank you.

4. To you who is reading this: I don't really know who you are, or if we've met or if we're close or we used to be close, but, I hope that you are doing well today. I know people always say that, but I sincerely hope that you are doing well today. Please remember and know that you are loved and beautiful and that you should keep smiling, like this. (: Life is worth living and you can get through whatever tough things you are facing today.

3. The person who discovered cheesecake: I owe you, you are amazing, God bless you forever and always for discovering this amazing piece of deliciousness. Haha.

2. To the people to whom the words I have to say are too personal to put here: No, I haven't forgotten about you, I just feel that any 'Thank you', 'I'm sorry', 'I love you', 'You're the best thing that has ever happened to me', deserves a little more privacy and more of a personal touch. But yes, this one dedicated to you.

1. The people who I could never live without: Needless to say that this include my family members with our imperfectly perfect relationship. I'm thankful and so very blessed to have a family who love me and I treasure them so so much.
Also the few special people in my life who have gone through so many moments with me. They made me laugh, they heard me cry (sometimes making me cry to with the really sweet things that they say) , they know my past and the things that go through my mind at 3am in the morning, know my weird quirks like the foods I am obsessed with and the ones I refuse to touch. The ones who made me smile at my phone, be it on a one on one chat or as a group, totally ignorant to the people around me staring, to the ones who I can truly be my absolute self - the ones who make my life complete.
I love all of you more than you can ever imagine and I'm just so blessed to have each and every one of you in my life. I think I need not mention names, because the only ones who can fit into this description, are the ones who will know who they are.

xx,