Euphoria .

Wednesday, June 26, 2013 @ 10:09 AM with 0 comment(s)

“When you start to really know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in his energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and body but not your heart. And that’s why, when you really connect with a person’s inner self, any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant.”

Lisa Unger, Beautiful Lies

These few nights has just been one of those more difficult ones, where after you hang up the phone, reality sets back in.

Your recently frequent family fights take place again, you start to think about problems that are happening and may possibly happen, you worry about how you've been putting on weight and how your jeans don't fit anymore. You get upset over how friendships and relationships get more complicated then they should be. School work just drowns you and you dread about the horrible projects that lie ahead. The nights get longer for insomnia but too short for enough sleep

It's horrible how my heart just literally sinks to the bottom of my stomach when I think of P3 and what it's going to do to me.

I don't like ending posts on a sad depressing note, but I can't really think of something positive to say, other than, "I hope your week is going better than mine".

It's going to be hard, since tomorrow till sat is going to be slightly more different than usual, and next week I start a whole new 4 modules at one go, and I'm going to be all sad and negative and not nice to be around anymore. ):

I'll try my best to stay positive. I promise.

Here's an encouraging cat, for the both of us.

xx,